The Ring

I barely perceive the world as it slips from my mind I'm crazy, I've lost it, I'm gone in dreams, I can only hold you so close I slipped the ring on your finger as I awoke beneath the east river through all the subway cars, all pushed and shoved hit my face embarrased with all my choices, the chaos and all the voices I lost you, I lost you forever I can still remember how you kiss I can't believe this is it this is it I barely perceive the world as it slips from my mind I'm crazy, so crazy, you're gone in hotels, I can hold you so close you slipped the ring off your finger, is this a joke?