This Holy Fire

This holy fire, This holy ghost, Is telling me to hold on to who I love the most. So I take my father, And I let him know, That I'm afraid that everyone I need will go Cause im still searching, To find a key To open doors and sodemy Cause im still on end So far away From this holy thing That makes me stay Now what am I here for? Now what do I want? Dont know what we have till what we have is gone And no one can prepare us For how we will feel My brothers are crying And now there holding near Cause im still searching to find a key To open doors in sodemy Cause im still running so far away From this holy thing that makes me stay Remember the memories And laughing well Like they were still with us and calling our name No im not alone no We all feel the same Let us keep smiling, keep our memories safe Cause im still searching to find a key To open doors in sodemy Cause im still running so far away From this holy thing that makes me stay This holy fire, This holy ghost, Is telling me to hold on to who i love the most I just want to hold you Pictures hurt me to look And i still have your presents A candle and a book. And im still hurting I'm struggling to see Cause i lost someone I love more than me She made us happy but now shes gone But ill keep smiling because its what she'd want.