Mamma, Cut Me Deeper!

I feel like i haven't felt a thing in days I think that I've run out of bars to raise And no matter how I beg or what I do I can't get any help from you And I'm cold, but don't tell anybody now I just climb, yeah I climb And I'm old, but don't tell all these people now They all think I got time Yeah, everybody thinks I got time Well, I don't know what I got And I don't understand G-G-G-Gimme a shot, Mamma Gimme a hand Mamma, cut me deeper! Mamma, cut me deeper! I might not succeed, but I'll survi-i-i-ive Mamma, help me get there! Mamma, push me harder! Mamma, cut me deeper! 'Cause if i see I'm bleeding, then I'll know that I'm alive If i see I'm bleeding, I will know that I'm alive I think that I know where I need to be But there's a quicksand situation been preventing me I think that I am ready and prepared But the problem is I'm also fucking scared I don't have the capacity To get what I need Though I know I'm prepared It doesn't mean that I'm gonna succeed So help me, help me, help me, help me, help me! Mamma, cut me deeper! Mamma, cut me deeper! I think that I can take it, I'll survi-i-i-ive Mamma, test my limits! Mamma, take me higher! Mamma, cut me deeper! 'Cause if i see I'm bleeding, then I'll know I'm alive If i see I'm bleeding, I will know I'm alive 'Cause I can't feel a god damn thing Well, fuck the hug I'll take the sting 'Cause even if it hurts to suffer the knife At least the hurt Is proof of life It's proof of life It's proof of life Woah This isn't easy for me, no All my language is wrong But, oh I think what it comes down to Is that I'm kinda strong And my journey's been long Because I put up with a lot And I put up a fight But now I'm begging you, Mamma Help me make it right And maybe I'm ready to make an advance How'm I ever gonna know if you don't give me a chance? 'Cause I don't know what I am And I don't know what's real And really, how can I condemn if i can't even feel? C'mon! Mamma, cut me deeper! Mamma, cut me deeper! I promise I can take it, I'll survi-i-i-ive Mamma, don't hold back now! Mamma, love me meaner! Mamma, tell the truth, and Mamma, don't be cleaner! And Mamma, cut the bullshit! 'Cause that's how I'll survive! Mamma, cut me deeper! If I'm bleeding I'm alive When I'm bleeding I'm alive When I'm bleeding I'm alive When I'm bleeding I'm alive