Portraits (feat. Matty Mullins)

I swear I was incapable of life. I was paralyzed. Stuck in stasis, attached to the ground. I struggled to hear the sound. I never thought that I Would get another chance to keep my hope instilled, Another chance to feel. I can't fathom the fact that this is real. Don't make me admit it (I found what makes me whole.) If I start to spill it all I won't stop and I just don't know how far the pain of my past would go. So, keep quiet, oh, just stay quiet, Yes, I was a liar and now I'm alive and nothing feels the same. Nothing feels the same. I don't know the way, but I'll be there soon. I just know that it's not with you. I know I've got to get out now, (got to get out now,) I've been forgetting I'm alone. I've been residing anywhere that I can call a home. It gives me hope, It feels like you're all that I had to let go. Don't make me admit it. (I found what makes me whole.) If I start to spill it all I won't stop and I just don't know how far the pain of my past would go. So, keep quiet, oh, just stay quiet, Yes, I was a liar and now I'm alive and nothing feels the same. Nothing feels the same. Some day I'll paint a picture from a perfect persons view. I'll paint perfectly between the lines, Won't let the ink leak through. Then, I'll shade away the stains of what I once believed was true; I'll paint on and on until I see a portrait portraying you. I'll hang you on my wall to stay So, your eyes will always follow me. I'll be hiding all my thoughts away, So, you'll never be just a memory. I can't fathom the fact that this is real. Don't make me admit it (I found what makes me whole.) If I start to spill it all I won't stop and I just don't know how far the pain of my past would go. So, keep quiet, oh, just stay quiet, Yes, I was a liar and now I'm alive and nothing feels the same. Nothing feels the same.