Small Talk

I wanna go home What I really mean's I wanna be Sit in a room with people who don't expect anything I wanna feel good again I wanna feel good again I wanna fit in Wanna feel like I belong somewhere Laugh at jokes because I get 'em not because I'm scared I wanna feel good again I wanna feel good again But if you ask me how I'm doing I say "I'm okay" but I don't mean it I'm getting really good at lying to myself And I almost believe it I wanna be cool I wanna wake up think that I'm the best Won't have to listen to the doubts I've got inside my head I wanna feel good again I wanna feel good again But I'm pretty sure that everybody here thinks that my name is Karen And this party's pretty loud and I'm way too tired to correct 'em And my face hurts from smiling From how hard I'm trying to impress them I wanna go home I wanna go home I wanna go home What I really mean's I wanna be Sit in a room with people who don't expect anything I wanna feel good again But if you ask me how I'm doing I say "I'm okay" but I don't mean it I'm getting really good at lying to myself And I almost believe it I almost believe it Small talk Filling up all the space Small talk I don't belong here Small talk Filling up all the space Small talk I don't belong here Small talk Filling up all the space Small talk I don't belong here Small talk Filling up all the space Small talk I don't belong here I don't belong here