Everything or Nothing

Does it mean everything or nothing?

I think about you when I cry

Did I just get so used to something

That became engraved in my mind?

And did I really fucking love you

Or just the image in my head?

The one that I had painted of you

I'm gonna love you 'til I'm dead

Is that what you wanna hear?

I can't waste another year

Not knowing how I feel

Just hoping that it's real

I made emotional investments

And wound up broken again

I don't know if you're interested

In the beginning of an end

And did I really fucking love you

Or was it just my messed up head?

I don't I've seen enough of you

Lying naked in my bed

Is that what you wanna hear?

I can't waste another year

Not knowing how I feel

Just hoping that it's real

Just hoping that it's real

Just hoping that it's real

Just hoping that it's real

Does it mean everything or nothing?

I think about you when I cry

Did I just get so used to something

I'm gonna love you 'til I die

Is that what you wanna hear?

I can't waste another year

Not knowing how I feel

Just hoping that it's real