Not Today

Someday I won't be afraid of my head

Someday I will not be chained to my bed

Someday I'll forget the day he left

But surely not today

One day I won't need a PhD

To sit me down and tell me what it all means

Maybe one day it'll be a breeze

But surely not today

But surely not today

Oh, you don't know what sadness means

Till you're too sad to fall asleep

One day I'll be snoozing peacefully

But surely not today

Surely not today

One day, I swear, the pain will be a blip

I'll have the hardest time recalling it

I'll be the king of misery management

But surely not today

One day that song won't make me cry anymore

One day I'll get up off the bathroom floor

Oh, piece by piece I'll be restored

But surely not today (Surely not)

Eh, not today

Oh, you don't know what happy means

If it's only in your dreams

I'll be acquainted with my jollities

But surely not today

Eh, surely not today

Surely not

Surely, surely not

Surely not

Surely not today

One day the thought of him won't hurt the same

Won't need distractions to get through the day

I guess I hope I'm gonna be okay

'Cause I'm not today