Self Care

This can't be right There's no delight I know I'm hurting you too I feel ashamed When you say my name Like there's somethin' I can do I don't need this to feel Like I've become Something real Your beautiful eyes And your blank stare I can't make myself care Holding my breath Not there quite yet Dear God, I hope it comes soon Got too much time To figure out why I'm so unhappy with you I'm sure you don't understand Who the hell I think I am Your beautiful eyes Are sad and scared But I can't make myself care Where will I find the answer To what you're dying to know? Am I wasting your time? 'Cause I can't cope Every kiss is perfect But why does It feel like goodbye? I promise you I'll try One last time This can't be right There's no delight I know I'm hurting you too