A faded silhouette
Your lips are dangerous
Impaling
Crawling inside me
All these disturbing thoughts
Always surrounding
I'm starving
This cannot be me
You took my hand pierced my soul
Those vicious eyes impairing
A captive heart not whole
You watched me drown again
With every struggled breathe
Admitting
You are my disease
These chains still hold a grip
My lungs filling with ash
Addicting
I'm too numb to bleed
Like the stalker
I observed
Control was your weakness
Did I abuse it?
A pain so sick Unseen
Held in captivity
It's taken
The life I need
I'll never understand
The cut is deepest when I need you
Delusion of control
Baby, I'm damaged let me go
Like the cancer to your soul
I'm still obsessed with needing
It's Irreversible
Inject these fantasies
Anxious to finally bleed
The price of my acceptance
Disowning me
And cowardly
I called your name
So please refrain from
Wanting and needing me
Inject these veins with kerosene
These Persistent flames
They never go away
Always inviting
