The F Word

Before all of that shit

I called you catfish

Sometimes

But I wasn't the first

I won't take credit

I won't lie

Like I did to myself

All autumn

And through the wintertime

Much too high I guess

I neglected

Real life

Kissing through a screen

Seeing your skin

Through a mist

Thrashing in the dark

Fuck my life but

I won't fuck you