Awaiting Grace

I've turned my loneliness into a thing I can touch Lie on my back in my bed and think nothing's enough I can't see through walls, I can't see at all Your love is a total enclosure Every inch of space, every careful face I trace with my fingers twice over One day the both of us tossing and turning at dawn I wanted darkness but you said to leave the light on Oh and I miss that warmth, I miss those doors You carefully chose to hold open Not so anymore, now the wood is warped My heart has been heavily frozen I'm awaiting grace Without you all I do is take up space Do I keep my faith, or Do you have somebody to take my place Hearing your laugh is like hearing the strings of a song I was stuck on a note when I realized the chords were all wrong I'm stuck in a single state, where I can't relate Emotions are coming to grab me On our wedding day, I can't wait to say For the rest of my life you can have me Oh and I miss that warmth, I miss those doors You carefully chose to hold open Not so anymore, now the wood is warped My heart has been heavily frozen I'm awaiting grace Without you all I do is take up space Do I keep my faith, or Do you have somebody to take my I'm awaiting grace Without you all I do is take up space Do I keep my faith, or Do you have somebody to take my place