Lucid

I tell myself it isn't real Open my eyes, but I still feel Please wake up This isn't real Come to find I'm not asleep Terrified, I toss and turn in a bed of horrors designed for me Treading in my most vivid fears A debt paid to nullify the pain I've caused From the depths of my mind You can't hear my cries Am I still alive? Trying to find a way out of my head Something deep inside me won't let this end Now the current pulls me deeper in And I'm sinking through the floor Faster than the naked eye could recognize I am consumed Why am I forced to relive this trauma again and again? Time to pull the fucking plug and put me to rest From the depths of my mind You can't hear my cries Am I still alive? Cold I'm paralyzed Let me out of my own mind I'm trapped inside Suffocating Consciousness treading underwater I cannot reach the surface There's no escape From the intruder Vestibular motor Falling for eternity There's nothing left of me now Nothing left of me now From the depths of my mind You can't hear my cries Am I still alive? Far from reality Now my eyes have seen The truth in a dream Suffering, save me from this nightmare Lucid dream, please let me be Free from this agony