Hollywood Whore

Am I wrong for bein' lost?

The pressures of bein' boss

Exhausted every bone in my body, I can't walk

I don't talk, I scream, I don't stop to think

I'm so close to the dream that I can't go to sleep

Ironic, I know, so I need more chronic to roll

Tryna find what's more important, the money or my soul

It's cold, I'm low, I'm caught between the roads

Under the Hollywood sign, you get blinded by the glow

Uh, yo, how could look me in the face?

You sat at the table with my daughter

Promisin' you got us right after you finished sayin' grace

Why don't you tell her what you're hidin' in the bank?

It's time to cut my lawn and see the snakes

It's time to tell the truth to every fan

Who doesn't understand that it's because of you they had to wait

While you left me here to deal with all the hate

I still smile but feel so fake

It's no sun, the clouds are opaque

So much shade I read on one page

I can't even look at your name without gettin' the shakes

What a mistake, uh

Look how you take, uh

What doesn't belong to you, this was a rape

And if fate send us both to heaven

I'ma keep a blade in my leather so I can kill you at the gate, uh

First place

Isn't worth it when you see it's all

Two-faced

Tryna fit into a world with no

New space

Commit third-degree murder

What for?

Tryna play me like a Hollywood whore

First place

Isn't worth it when you see it's all

Two-faced

Tryna fit into a world with no

New space

Commit third-degree murder

What for?

Tryna play me like a Hollywood whore

I woke up sweatin', tryna forget I'm in a mansion

Because fans are mad at my expansion

And my friend I thought was family who'd always understand me

Got offended 'cause he jealous, we're supposed to be at the Grammys

I'm askin' when did pride and passion get mistaken for handouts and ass kissin'?

The fact is I made it from trailer trash to Saks 5th

Took it from underground to massive and the come-up was classic

Back when white boys rapped, they gettin' they ass kicked

I was battlin', puttin' these rappers in caskets

I was walkin' home, gettin' jumped after classes

Tell me, why don't my haters mention that shit now?

My rent is due and I'm the tenant gettin' by with no credit

Got residue from sedative I ain't get from the medic

My schedule is so fuckin' hectic but still, I'm in debt

I'd be better off dead so life insurance keeps my family fed

It's because of y'all, I couldn't separate from my career

'Cause of y'all, I hated myself for so many years

'Cause of you, you ain't never gonna see me trust

Even if I got a wife, she's just somebody I fuck

First place

Isn't worth it when you see it's all

Two-faced

Tryna fit into a world with no

New space

Commit third-degree murder

What for?

Tryna play me like a Hollywood whore

First place

Isn't worth it when you see it's all

Two-faced

Tryna fit into a world with no

New space

Commit third-degree murder

What for?

Tryna play me like a Hollywood whore

The City of Angels, danger

The City of Angels, danger