Inside Out

I'm inside out I'm inside out No one cares I'm inside out No one's there 23 years in a cage My sentence etched to skin Displays the scenes my illness made Calloused like a widows feet Following a god she doesn't believe As if communal wine could replace The bitter love of a man she HATES Desecrated by the hands I trust - I feel so alone whenever I'm t o u c h e d As if the fear of seeming dull Was enough to never Stop I stumble through my genes My mouth: a flow of disgrace Should I be ashamed of the blood or the drink? I THINK I think I wasted my mind Ever worrying about my time It fades intrusively - My insides are out for ALL TO SEE I can't see anything I'm inside out No one cares I'm inside out There's no one fucking there I'm inside out No one cares (No one cares) I'm inside out (I'm inside out) There's no one there There's no one there