January Never Ends

I don't wanna fall back down again I just wanna waste time with my friends I just wanna live the past again Feels like January never ends I used to hate being 15 But now I reminisce on the times when life was easier The times I grow to miss Used to skateboard in my driveway I was listening to rap Used to be so bored at school so me and Darko ditched class I wish I could tell that kid that everything would be alright Not to worry about the dark thoughts, that's how it goes at night Try to keep your head up 'cause you only got like one life But now it feels like I've been losing everything around me, 'round me I've been on a downwards slope Now I'm always feeling low I've been losing everything around me, 'round me Now I'm feeling under pressure, I wish I could go back To the days when times were better, uh Times fades slowly It weighs on me I can't go back I can't go back anymore now I don't wanna fall back down again I just wanna waste time with my friends I just wanna live the past again Feels like January never ends Touring 2019 I've been so far away from home but when I get back From the tour I swear I'm feeling more alone Every time I go outside I'm always feeling out my zone So I barely roam, watching horror movies, spitting lyrics out the dome Sometimes I wonder if this was the right path for me 'Cause ever since I found success it's always going bad for me Been living for the music now my family barely close 'Cause the only way to make it to the throne is to die alone Times fades slowly It weighs on me I can't go back I can't go back anymore now I don't wanna fall back down again I just wanna waste time with my friends I just wanna live the past again Feels like January never ends