Process (F.O.O.L)

I expect your call I expect your call Then I forget I blocked you from my phone Blocked you from my phone So that's senseless I see you online I see you online And it hurts me Pretending like I'm fine Pretending like I'm fine When I'm hurting I miss coming home to You cooking me dinner I know I could do better But you feel so familiar Gave you the cold shoulder When really I'm affected This shit feels like torture I wish I could skip past it Cause I hate this process I hate this process I hate this process Of falling out of love Falling out of love Of falling out of love Falling out of love Falling out of love I hit up my friends I hit up my friends To stay busy But once I settle in The agony begins And it hits me I've cried every night I've questioned my life This has changed me Almost lost my mind That's a price that I wasn't paying I miss waking up to You fixing me breakfast Forgive me but I live for The day that you regret this Cause I hate this process I hate this process I hate this process Of falling out of love Falling out of love Of falling out of love Falling out of love Falling out of love Falling out of love