Straightfaced

I feel better tired That's why I'm up all night I think of what I'd say to you if you opened your eyes I can't keep the light out No, I can't sleep at all Those Sunday morning sermons, they come eating out my soul Could it be it Right in front I can feel it Oh I'm sorry, but I can't keep a straight face on and tell you I still love you girl Well I'm so sick of lying but it's all we've got, the rest is fake I'm talking quiet but it's awful loud And I felt things for you, but honey, I don't feel them anymore Well I feel better crying But I can't bear the sight Oh you're begging me to stay but I can't be with you tonight But the sun comes up and I'm stuck And the brightness overwhelms me Out in that light I am so dark I pour out love but you can't see Could it be it Right in front I can feel it Oh I'm sorry, but I can't keep a straight face on and tell you I still love you Well I'm so sick of lying but it's all we've got, the rest is fake I'm talking quiet but it's awful loud And I felt things for you, but honey, I don't feel them anymore Behind I'll follow you into the end of time And I I thought I knew but I'm not sure this time But I can't keep a straight face on and say I didn't love you With all my heart I've shut you out 'cause it's all I know how to do There's so much screaming, but it's cold, it's dull And I felt things for you but I have never felt this numb