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Whoo! It's Sunday again And it's already been a week I still stumble when I walk And I still stutter when I speak Don't think I'll ever wake up Feeling close to alive Now I need to get to work And I'm still way too drunk to drive Tell me when I believe those lies Only hear them 'cause they just feel so nice To have my head cut off a second A second from reality Tell me am I misunderstood? I can't explain it 'cause it just feels so good To have my head cut off a second A second from reality Tell me when I believe those lies Only hear them 'cause they just feel so nice To have my head cut off a second A second from reality It's Sunday again And seven names are in my head But their faces are all blurred But there is one in my bed I guess this is what heartbreak Well often tends to do That's why I'm avoiding love And that's why I'm avoiding you Tell me when I believe those lies Only hear them 'cause they just feel so nice To have my head cut off a second A second from reality Now tell me, am I misunderstood? I can't explain it, but it just feels so good To have my head cut off a second A second from reality Tell me when I believe those lies Only hear them 'cause they just feel so nice To have my head cut off a second A second from reality I call everyone legend instead of their name 'Cause I just keep forgetting there's no cells left in my brain I'm a liar, a sinner, consistent winner who cheats I'm an angel and a demon and all those things in between I'm an overpowered coward who hasn't showered in weeks If I did a thousand times, well I still wouldn't be clean And I'd like to think that this of all things is just a phase Thought it would last a couple of hours, but it's lasted for days Days of cracking bottles and days of lighting blunts Hate to say this, want to shake this, 'cause it's lasted for months Months of wasting money and months of causing tears I can't imagine what will happen if it lasts a whole year Years of wasting souls and years of forgetting names Wanna stop this, I feel nauseous now I'm fucking insane I'm sick of feeling numb, I'm dumb, and now I'm begging All I wanted was to do it, just forget for a second Now am I Am I Now tell me am I Am I Now tell me, am I misunderstood? I can't explain it 'cause it just feels so good To have my head cut off a second A second from reality Now tell me when I believe those lies Only hear them 'cause they just feel so nice To have my head cut off a second A second from reality A second, a second, second A second, a second, second A second, a second, second Second, second, second Second, second, second