Gem

It don't matter what you did And i hope you understand I'll be cool with it I'm so sick of dealing with the same old shit I'd rather be wasting time It don't matter what you did And i hope you understand I'll be cool with it I'm so sick of dealing with the same old shit I'd rather be fucking around Fuck I guess I messed up Thought I could do what i want and you would not check up But I never meant to hurt you You're the only one i could turn to Shame, feeling this way I don't like to wallow but I made the mistake this time So I'll take it Put the blame on me baby Cause you know i need love too But you wonder what i've been up to I been waiting here for you to come through Makes it hard for me to trust you It don't matter what you did And i hope you understand I'll be cool with it I'm so sick of dealing with the same old shit I'd rather be wasting time It don't matter what you did And i hope you understand I'll be cool with it I'm so sick of dealing with the same old shit I'd rather be fucking around I'm like I call you later Focused on self And like how I'm gone make all this paper Words couldn't make up Things I neglected when I had to go find a way out you been too patient Told you my feelings and how all these girls cannot phase us I know it changed us Told you these lies and I pray my decisions don't break us I mean like that was way back I feel like shouldn't say that Don't ask girl you know I hate that I was wrong but I couldn't face facts Oh I play the victim I'm Lost in myself I got these secrets that no can tell Tell me weak when I tell you I fail Damn Cause you know i need love too But you wonder what i've been up to I been waiting here for you to come through Makes it hard for me to trust you It don't matter what you did And i hope you understand I'll be cool with it I'm so sick of dealing with the same old shit I'd rather be wasting time It don't matter what you did And i hope you understand I'll be cool with it I'm so sick of dealing with the same old shit I'd rather be fucking around