It's Been Awhile (Radio Edit)

And it's been awhile since I could hold my head up high And it's been awhile since I first saw you And it's been awhile since I could stand on my own two feet again And it's been awhile since I could call you And everything I can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem The consequences that are rendered I've stretched myself beyond my means And it's been awhile since I could say that I wasn't addicted and It's been awhile since I could say I love myself as well and It's been awhile since I've gone and fucked things up, just like I always do And it's been awhile but all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you And everything I can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem The consequences that I've rendered Have gone and fucked things up again, yeah Why must I feel this way? Just make this go away Just one more peaceful day And it's been awhile since I could look at myself straight And it's been awhile since I said "I'm sorry" And it's been awhile since I've seen the way the candles light your face And it's been awhile but I can still remember just the way you taste And everything I can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem to be, I know it's me I cannot blame this on my father He did the best he could for me And it's been awhile since I could hold my head up high And it's been awhile since I said "I'm sorry"