I remember the moment so vividly. It plays like the world turns beneath my feet. A separation burnt deep within the faculties, on repeat with no pause in between. Guidance from the living to ghostly schemes. The fear was turned from fiction to more than I could ever believe. My heart does not deceive, I truly felt you leave. I truly felt you leave. Sullen, somnolent and defeat. Can this be happening? Don't let me, don't let me go. You took your part of me. I truly felt you leave. Determined and breathless, these words that I express show a glimpse of hope despite your exit. The maw of guilt tries to sabotage it, but you guide me relentless. Sullen, somnolent and defeat. Can this be happening? Don't let me, don't let me go. You took your part of me. I truly felt you leave. My guide, you were the wholesome design, perfect in godly eyes. Jonathon, you will live on. Guide me now, live here inside my heart. Live here inside my heart, in my heart.