Stranger (feat. Saba & Jarreau Vandal)

I feel like a stranger Tryin' to face what's left of my own And there is no later, too many changes I'm tryna grow I thought I knew all the colours and the hues Thought I had it figured out 'Cause in my head it seemed so true But I really don't There's so much left untouched Still figuring out what But I'm closer than I was Feels like I stopped running away Once I recognised my own faith In too deep, was stuck in this maze That I don't know what to do, oh I feel like a stranger Tryin' to face what's left of my own And there is no later, too many changes I'm tryna grow You feel like real life Or my imagination of what real life should be Is as clear as the sky could be You the future, all I could see So, who knew you would frighten me? I don't pretend to have the answers like talkin' to sacristies And I'm usually in your head, but you're growin apart from me I think lately you getting farther and farther apart from me And I know I'm a part of you, and once you are a part of me A part of me think that I'm makin' excuses like, "Pardon me" For you or for the future, you foolish for tarnishin' I'm torn apart thinkin' about independence autonomy With my head up higher and higher, the ceilin' get hard to reach Every three months you a new person, this feelin' is quarterly Around here it get hard to stay grounded like carpentry I lost me once, it got me feeling like I got an alter ego Goin' 'til it's gone like one on one, it's all for keeps A lot of different sides to this story, but they all of me I feel like a stranger Tryin' to face what's left of my own And there is no later, too many changes I'm tryna grow (I'm tryna grow)