Overthinking

Stay up late and I can't sleep

I lose time and I don't why

Words circle in my head like

Poison with a needle and a thread, sew me up

Keep my head shut, panic and anger fill up my bedroom

Thinking about the words that you were screaming

As your make up ran, ever slowly down your face

I think I went and said too much (Shit)

And maybe I've been overthinking

Maybe, I don't really need to know

But, so much time's been wasted

And I'm just stuck thinking that it's all the same

Who, but I thinks about it everyday?

What makes you fuck with my head, when I say that I'm okay

And there's no way I could let you take it? (Yeah)

I'm a mess and that's really nothing new to you

Break my neck from all the stress you fucking put me through

And I don't know why I still let you waste my time, but you

You got nothing to prove

And I'm nothing like you

And lately I'm feeling displaced in every single space

That I spend time in and I can't relate

'Cause all of the rhymes that I wrote were mistakes

And I just see hate when I look in your face

And all my hallways, they echo endless

And always, my voice remained just incoherent

All I wanted was just to talk to you

And every single night I'm awake

I feel my armor slip away

As you dig the knife inside of me

I felt my walls collide with you

I'm a mess and that's really nothing new to you

Break my neck from all the stress you fucking put me through

And I don't know why I still let you waste my time but you

You've got nothing to prove

And I'm nothing like you

(When's it enough?) 'Cause this has gone way past love

It just feels personal (It keeps me up)

And I'm so paranoid, keep distance just to hold (My head above the water)

(You'd have me sink right through with you)

(I felt my walls collide with you)

I'm a mess and that's really nothing new to you

Break my neck from all the stress you fucking put me through

And I don't know why I still let you waste my time but you

You've got nothing to prove

And I'm nothing like you