Separation Scars

Life is more than living empty veined I can't turn back to sink into the same Forced to be a former me, let it bleed The start of what was new Took in and self abused Sole intent I consumed That the only one was you Life is more than what its forced to be Separating from what I thought was me Safety washed away And courage vow betrayed Are you what I live for Thought sleep could kill the pain Nights shorter than the days You are only my decline You can't act like my cocaine No thought thats not erased No self left to sedate No way of quick escape No euphoric state The start of what was new Took in and self abused Sole intent I consumed That the only one was you Its like I've felt unsure More than I have before Former cause of this self war You were all that I live for Feeling my world sink into the same What if I cant rid the former pain Rid the pain Im not who I used to be Can't repeat history Rid the pain Live again How can a world exist If I'm alone in this Pull me through, learn to consume I can live on without you Live is more Kill self war Be the cure You are all that I live for