Break Down

Lonely when I cry out

Lovely when I calm down

Sitting at the table

Totally unable with okay

Walking from the party

Falling cause I’m sorry

Something that I carry

Find it some where buried in my chest

Sorry for the break down

No ones ever around

Crying just seems pointless to get better

Normally I’m alone

In my bedroom at home

Let me just get used to this together

Leaning on the tree branch

Learning to use both hands

I’m just so rusty

Takes some time to trust me to lead on

Pushing when I fall down

Pulling you across town

Scrape my knees on black top

Never want to stop to get some air

Sorry for the break down

No ones ever around

Crying just seems pointless to get better

Normally I’m alone

In my bedroom at home

Let me just get used to this together

In my head the voices are yelling

All at once they’re telling me I’m no good

Knew better than I thought I would

Can you hear?

In my eyes the demons are showing

Me the door, it’s going so far from here

I thought I was in the clear

I disappear

Sorry for the break down

No ones ever around

Crying just seems pointless to get better

Normally I’m alone

In my bedroom at home

Let me just get used to this together