Conception (feat. Reek Ruffin)

Where I go, where I go from here?

Oh, I know I could be nowhere, and trust that

All that money's good for nothin' if you're scared

Singin', yeah, yeah

Look, I am no fashion model, but

I got fresh for photographers, the camo coat had the collar up

'Cause my emotions was bottled up

And though the ocean did not erupt, it turned up

Till it's loud enough to just make somethin' out of us

Pass the shadow of a doubt in us

Godly, geometry and calculus, that I can move any mountain with

A **** gotta be an alchemist

Tryna create another avenue of revenue

Or several because I'm in love with havin' you

Security is just a whole 'nother animal

I can't assume Xanadu had a panic room

I wish the man in the moon had a manual

And gratitude for the wishes I granted you

A lifetime, finally I'm understandin' you

The lifelines that the lines in a hand or two

And how it's difficult to undo the damage you've done

Once the codes run under the scanner too

So if you capture the flame and it's painful

You just charge that to the game

'Cause it's shameful to just fall back and complain

That you fractured the laws of attraction again

Focus on the more passionate plane

No conception's immaculate, man

Where I go, where I go from here?

Oh, I know I could be nowhere, and trust that

All that money's good for nothin' if you scared

Singin', yeah, yeah

Once again to the one I went

While the soul' man screamin' bloody hell out there

I'm tryna decode the meanin' of the spell I'm in

And I don't even know what fuckin' hotel I'm in

I checked in as the monarch of melamine

The elephant, my body is a shell I'm in

Piecin' myself together, teachin' myself to never

Let one loss divorce my development

Reminds me of ego trippin' like Nikki Giovani

Wishin' the system might deliver me a body

Cum laude, the rug on the floor was from Saudi

The message I hung on the door was unrowdy

No dowery, the price of it all was one cowrie

Now we the last flap house on the bowery

Human traffickin' movin' Africans

Still rappin' with fantasies, fill the bracket in

And if you capture the flame and it's painful

Then just charge back to the game

'Cause it's shameful to just fall back and complain

That you fractured the laws of attraction again

Focus on the more passionate plane

Estimate a more accurate frame of time

A frame of mind attached to the sane

No conception's immaculate, man

Where I go, where I go from here?

Oh, I know I could be nowhere, and trust that

All that money's good for nothin' if you're scared

Singin', yeah, yeah

Where I go, where I go from here?

Oh, I know I could be nowhere, and trust that

All that money's good for nothin' if you're scared

Singin', yeah, yeah