Don't Cry

My anxiety it kills me I feel this My depression really something hard to deal with Got this hate in my heart, I don't know why It'll tear me apart, but I don't cry If you love me, then why the fuck it don't show? Every star gon' shine but I don't glow And it's telling me don't fold But what they don't know is I don't wanna live no more I just wanna feel better but I can't relax Still living in the past and I'm looking back All the times I was low, didn't know where to go Thought I really had love but my heart really broke Drowning in my sorrows I could die tomorrow feel hollow unapologetic I've been sick inside my head, I need a medic I'm just tired of thinking about the things that I'm regretting Therapy don't work, and the pills don't work and nobody understands my emotions Truth is I don't wanna face it, I was stuck in my basement Heart rate saying gave it hole and my heart torn apart now I don't know where to start now Everybody starts off as an angel Everybody starts sinning when the pain grows Why the fuck I'm feeling like my life a tragedy? When I talk about it, everybody mad at me Blade to my skin I can feel the rush Run away, I've been smoking on the blunts I'm a sinner, that's just something that I had to be I'd be running 'cause them demons coming after me Pray to god but he never wanna answer me I just wanna live happily, true