i didn't want anybody else to know

('Cause I didn't want anybody else to know)

I touched myself just to feel the warmth

But I didn't want anybody else to know

That it don't feel right to ask for what I need

I didn't want anybody else to know

So I lock it up, throw away the key

And I hope the door will hold until she leaves

I touched myself just to beat the cold

I didn't want anybody else to know

We live together but we sleep alone

I didn't want anybody else to know

We fought so much but in my own defense

I didn't know better, I hadn't ever loved myself

Please don't look at me

Please don't look at me

Please

I didn't want anybody else to know