Paddling down a river with a broken hip
Running through the forest, blinded by darkness
Wondering what it would be like to feel nothing at all
Trying to stay connected beyond these walls
Trying to let go of the fear
That I might never see you again
I'm pushing but I can't let go
Some days are high, some are low
I'm trying to grow
Climbing up a hill with a grade so steep
Running out of breath when I'm much too deep
Bearing a heavy load with legs that won't carry me
Walking down a winding road
Wishing I had something to show
Waiting for that perfect moment to glow
I'm pushing but I can't let go
Some days are high, some are low
I'm trying to grow
I can't seem to find my way around this time
I might have things to do today
Though the odds are stacked against me
I will find a way... to grow...
Trying to sing a note but my throat's dried up
The melody's lost in the silence
Trying to find a place where it belongs
Hanging off a cliff, but my arms are weak
The river below is reaching
Maybe jumping in isn't so bad after all
I'm pushing but I can't let go
Some days are high, some are low
I'm pushing but I can't let go
Some days are high, some are low
