Drowning

I'll admit I still have the thought of you inside my mind

I'll pretend that I'm doing fine, living new life with city lights

But I've been waking up too late lately

Getting too drunk at parties

Hoping someday I'll maybe forget that I've been

Drowning my mind with thoughts of you every night

No, I won't lie

I miss you every time that I close my eyes

I've been wasting my days wondering what I'll say

The next time I see your face

I hope you won't hate me

'Cause I want you to want me to stay

Want you to want me to stay

I wish I didn't spend my time

Locking eyes and calling up your line

Now my heart and my mind's intertwined

For the millionth time

And I've been spending way too much money

Doesn't buy habits lately

Hoping someday I'll maybe forget that I've been

Drowning my mind with thoughts of you every night

No, I won't lie

I miss you every time that I close my eyes

I've been wasting my days wondering what I'll say

The next time I see your face

I hope you won't hate me

'Cause I want you to want me to stay

Want you to want me to stay

And I know it's all my fault

I'm the one who brought this all on myself

The day I said I should go

Now I'm staring at my phone

Hoping someday it will show your name

A feeling I can't replace

So I'll just keep on

Drowning my mind with thoughts of you every night

No, I won't lie

I miss you every time that I close my eyes

I've been wasting my days wondering what I'll say

The next time I see your face

I hope you won't hate me

'Cause I want you to want me to stay

Want you to want me to stay

Want you to want me to stay