The Center of Solace

And if it's like that the whole time

If it's like that the whole time, we'll be alright

I stayed up all night, but it's alright

And if it's like that the whole time, we'll be alright

I stayed up all night, but it's alright

And I done stayed up the whole night, but it's alright

It's me and my nibblin' conscience

****, I'm fixin' to give up

I been alone for the longest

It's trouble the way that we joggin'

Nothin' gon' save us or stop us

Me and my nibblin' conscience

****, I'm fixin' to give up

I been alone for the longest

It's just me and my thoughts wit'

Nobody

I'm trapped in The Matrix, baskin' in fakeness; need to chat with some agents

Over wine glasses and steak and grasp an arrangement

I only cypher 'cause I want a way out

But I won't happen to make it

Blasted by a tank; it's war here

And I'm not the one

The forgotten son, so a dark night

I'm Bruce Wayne

Black sheep of the White family

Papa-abandoned

He wasn't there for me

Carelessly parenting, apparently

Man, it's deep

Sanity ran and flee like dog, shit is buggin' me

Ugly, so I hide my face

And hide away where my momma stay

I pray I die today

She wann' kick me out

I wann' find a place

But no means, so I just hibernate

Pack the bags under my eyes; I'm trippin'

Said goodbye to visions

I'm tired of this shit

Goonie bought a new whip

I ain't jealous of his car, but I envy his drive

I'm feelin' heavy inside

I'm unproductive, deterioratin', goin' stir-crazy

Some reluctance, fear, and impatience

First Lady is missin'

Way in the distance

Probably taken; a Mrs.

Or datin' a ****

Heart vacant; she's smitten

See her face in them pictures

Fuck it, though

And fuck a hoe, if I can't fuck a hoe

Fuckin' hoe

I'm feelin' depressed

I'm feelin' the stress

I'm feelin' the weight

I'm feelin' regret

But it's back to the music

Though there's times when I wanna turn my back to the music

'Cause it's hassle to do it

I get passed and pursue it and stay focused

Even when you think no one see you, some take notice

Self-conscious

Physical and mental health problems

Bloggin', from the center of solace

It's me and my nibbling conscience