Clown Car

I see you again with your friends I'm empty-handed tonight Dressed down in my shirt and slacks You still find a way to make me feel ashamed It's alright I'll be gone soon anyway In the bar my backs to the door And I'm sitting down When the older men turn around Big cigars in their mouth The smoke fills my nose I want to spit it out My lungs are weak They know what they want with me And I want to leave So I go to the car Push back the door And let it out by myself I'm alone That's what scares me the most Company isn't hard but I don't take it seriously enough Forgetting to eat, forgetting to sleep Forgetting mysеlf Forgetting what I need Oh-oh Oh-oh I'm not made for your hip or your sleeve I'm hеre and that's how I like it to be Everything is intentional if you paid attention to it I'm not here to behave I'm so tired of that shit But still I'm alone And that's what scares me the most Company isn't hard but I don't take it seriously enough Forgetting to eat, forgetting to sleep Forgetting myself Forgetting what I need Forgetting what I am Forgetting what I said I would be Forgetting what I said I Would be Oh-oh Oh-oh Think it makes sense for us As if everything else wasn't enough You're too greedy and too picky for me Let me take things slowly Let me take things slowly Let me take things slow Let me be alone Let me be alone But still I'm alone And that's what scares me the most Company isn't hard but I don't take it seriously enough Forgetting to eat, forgetting to sleep Forgetting myself Forgetting what I need Forgetting what I am Forgetting what I said I would be What I said I would be What I said I would be