Make You Proud

I know For real I've got some things that make me ashamed of myself I've seen some things that desensitize me to death Where I'm from what doesn't kill you traumatise you to death Me and my bro, made for my momma trust so hard to prevail Shit, all of my life all I wanted was to get paid Broke into my uncle's safe, broke my momma's heart on the way Soloko wang'zala mina I've always been nothing but a disgrace The day you said you wished I'd die, something inside me changed And like it can never ever cadabra my pain away But, you gave me life and it's something I can't repay First time in my life I'm not ready to pass away Pray to God I make you proud of me before you pass When you wake up and you don't find me by your side Don't you ever shed a tear don't you cry Elke daag I'm on the grind And you the reason why ngingenza nomayini just to see you smile So everytime umung'khumbula' ungkhumbula mina Umung'khumbula mina don't you cry Umung'khumbula ung'khumbula mina, I just wanna make you proud When I said fuck with school, YouGogo told me chase my dreams When the devil had his way, and I thought God won't intervene She's the one that God sent for me, ingilosi for me And she was a nurse, but never tripped that I drink lean The only one that understands, you're the only one that really understands And I just wanna hold your hands I pray I spoil you before heaven takes you back Ungakhali when I'm gone When you wake up and you don't find me by your side Don't you ever shed a tear don't you cry Elke daag I'm on the grind And you the reason why ngingenza nomayini just to see you smile So everytime umung'khumbula' ungkhumbula mina Umung'khumbula mina don't you cry Umung'khumbula ung'khumbula mina, I just wanna make you proud Ngyabonga ukuthi you gave me all these beautiful women in my life Ngibong' umusa wakho, ngibonga uthando lwakho Noma 'ngali-deservi Baba wami I'm grateful, noma ngikhule ngingakwazi baba wami Gave me a sister noGogo noMama wami Baba wami I'm grateful When you wake up and you don't find me by your side Don't you ever shed a tear don't you cry Elke daag I'm on the grind And you the reason why ngingenza nomayini just to see you smile So everytime umung'khumbula' ungkhumbula mina Umung'khumbula mina don't you cry Umung'khumbula ung'khumbula mina, I just wanna make you proud I hope you're proud