FEEL SOMETHING

I need to pour me up a cup just to feel something

I feel like I been through so much, I don't even feel nothing

And I know sometimes it might be hard for you to love me

And even though I may not show it, I need it from you

I thought that I was back on track, but I feel lost again

You gotta learn to trust yourself, these people not your friends

Where would they be if I was down at sticks and rocks again?

They only love me 'cause I'm counting up these knots for them

I know I'm just guap for them

I've seen money change my friends, I've seen money change these ****

I've seen **** change 'cause of the **** that I got on

It's like I've been seeing the real ever since I got on

And since I stopped doing favors, I've been all alone

I need to pour me up a cup just to feel something

I feel like I been through so much, I don't even feel nothing

And I know sometimes it might be hard for you to love me

And even though I may not show it, I need it from you

Oh, I need it, I need it, I need that love, I need it, oh

I need it, I need it, I need it, oh, oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, here I go, trying to fight myself again

It's late as **** I'm thinking like, how did I get here again?

Found myself in tears again with everything that I ever feared

I promise that I wouldn't lose myself, but dammit, here I am

I'm in my head constantly like right now, I need you right here

I'm in my bed, praying up to the sky hoping that God can hear

This **** ain't fair

Now that I got bread, I'm 'posed to be happy, yeah

That **** be cool, but nothing is

I need to pour me up a cup just to feel something

I feel like I been through so much, I don't even feel nothing

And I know sometimes it might be hard for you to love me

And even though I may not show it, I need it from you

Oh, I need it, I need it, I need that love, I need it, oh

I need it, I need it, I need it, oh, oh, oh, oh