You Are the Key

Mind aimless, lately my room turning to my Chamber

I ain't been here in 4 years, crazy how time change you

See me hanging on? It's priority that I save him

Caught myself, my sadness was turning inwards to blind anger

And now my error's clear

I've been complacent and impatient with myself for years

And so I don't know where the edge is, but could tell it's near

Tell myself that it'll be over quick, but that won't help the tears

Spending whole days in my bed, got a fear of the outside

Think of every single failed attempt, so I don't even try

Pinching fat in bathroom mirrors, I feel like a shell of me

Hella cries for help I couldn't tell, I even yell discreet

Trying to convince myself that I don't need another hand

And that I'm right to not tell my friends and they won't understand

Almost took a leap off my balcony, I'm just glad I've made it

Kept that one a secret in fear of being invalidated

I gotta open up

Stop worrying about being a burden and just admit it when I don't know enough

I deserve better than depriving myself of solutions

My crew know I ain't telling truth when I tell them I'm useless

My past mistakes are simply what helped me paint this picture

I got support when my anxiety and pain on Richter

I was in this hole for months, I thought my time was over

In the dark, I found the rope, I see the light is closer

Hands to the sky

**** try me after warnings, guess they ain't have half the sense

Anti-homeless architecture, I could take out half your bench

Blood stains on the judges, but they still gonna grab they 10's

Crowd silent like these **** when they see us at events

Keep that energy like flawless victories, I'm still not moved

They catch hands, on will, it's something like 10 and 2

I'm no fighter, but the **** behind me could put on type hurt

I ain't talking editing when they handle my light work

They tell me "Miles, you could be great, what you ain't drop for?"

Ironic that I was in a slump after my sophomore

Took time to focus, I won't fold in no kind of weather

I'm unlocking my potential, can't be Gohan forever

Final form approaching, I'm just lucky I got time to reach

Woolong **** change to whatever y'all gotta be

Try to put me in a box? Cool, you could lie in one

The Spirit Bomb at 50%, you still got time to run

Yeah