Flaws

Uh, yea Was it worth it Did everything you do have a purpose Im just a person uh Uh Yea Theres no amount of sorries I can tell, to make up for what I did No amount of money that can wash away these sins Ima flawed man starrin in the mirror with insecurities Not because I lack anything Im just disappointed in me Im in a place were Im questioning myself daily Im selfish with my energy havin' friends never paid me And come to my surprise sometimes the hero needs savin How you make it to the top when you comfortable on the pavement Ive been lost my whole life, without a home Searchin' for a comfortable cage to sit an grow Like a puppy gettin' put up in a pound I been alone Im traumatized from my childhood it dont matter that Im grown No excuses Its hard for me to ask for help Cus' everytime I tried they said to do it by yo'self Im tryna find a way to change the hand that I was dealt I have to come with excuses to accept the things I felt uh Everytime I smile I second guess if I deserve it All the shit I deal with should never be on one person I wake up every morning and wonder if Im still worth it I upgrade my appearance but Im broken under my surface Yea Nervous as fuck bein honest in all these verses Cus' yall prolly think Im lit but Im still struggling and searchin' I tear myself to pieces when my work is less than perfect And my work is never perfect so imagine how Im hurtin' uh Im never okay, Im never doing fine Everytime you ask I say Im good but thats a motha'fuckin' lie I truly understand how people lose they mind And if you not showin' sympathy, to me thats a crime uh Dont start lookin at me different when you realize that Im human too I feel like Im accustomed to lose Uh yea I get validation from views Uh yea Sometimes Im the weakest in the room Facts I guess you gotta be a man to know that I struggle with forgiving myself, wish I could go back Redo a couple things and hurt less people from my throwbacks But everytime I fuck up Ima be a man and own that yea I wish a sorry could erase the shit I did Instead of being forced to replay this shit in my head Yea Ima flawed man Im far from perfect All this honesty just put me on the spot so was it worth it Uh yea Was it worth it Did everything you do have a purpose I hope you realize Im just a person Uh And Im damaged under my surface uh Yea Yea Was it worth it Did everything you do have a purpose I hope you realize Im just a person Uh And Im damaged under my surface uh