Come Back (feat. Mi-kaisha)

I started looking in the mirror, faced my own demons Had every right to be mad, I had my own reasons But to take it out on family was a bad feelin' I just wanna pay back my mob with what I was gifted I just wanna be a good mummy, build my babies a home Put a crown on my mama and I'll build her a throne Nah you can't talk about my past cause them days dead and gone And if you go and bring it up you must have hate in your soul And that's real I just wanna bring it back for me a minute And thank my sister and my mama for my children Cause I was trapped in addiction and in prison But they gave me the tools so I could live a little different Thank my matriarchy! And thank my babies for me! I must be a good woman if I birthed them seeds And to be a better a woman I must follow my dreams And give back to everybody who done gave to me It's a full circle, what goes around comes around Yeah I was lost at the start but my soul got found And I just wanna be here and make my whole family proud Do everything in my power to make them all smile now We're black and strong and powerful Melanin shine beautiful Resilient we made it this far We done made it through the dark You're looking at the real monarch La! Yeah, I'm believing it, And I'ma do better, good karma yes I'm receiving it Made it all real cause I was sick and tired of dreaming it And this life here is a gift, I'm gonna keep on succeeding it I had to get it out the mud and make it better Grab my babies by the hands and we gon do this together Got these tears my eyes while I write 'em love letters And I'm know I'm not perfect but I'm never gonna give up I got to plant them seeds and tell the truth how it is I got to stand up strong and be a mum to my kids I got to come back strong and go and face them fears Cause I was sick of tired of hating on myself all them years I am powerful, and I don't even know the half of it But I'm whole within my being and I am no longer masking it Every time I fall now I look up at the stars Cause dreams are for real, I'll never lose that spark We're black and strong and powerful Melanin shine beautiful Resilient we made it this far We done made it through the dark You're looking at the real monarch You're looking at the real monarch