Secrets

I'm over it My minds running, I'm running out of control of it I feel alone when my friends are home and they notice it Don't tell 'em no, 'cause nobody knows that I struggle with Hurting my left wrist Look, I'm scared of it So I'm wearing shirts that really don't look good, but they cover it Got a grey Nike that doesn't let them see that I'm staining it It's on the inner left side, just below the number five, 'cause it hides a bit Keeps it secret I'll tell you my secrets (secrets) If you tell me yours (if you tell me yours) Nobody believes us (believes us) No, not anymore (not anymore) 'Cause I should be feeling pretty But I only feel alone Got tons of people with me They're only on my phone So tell me what you're thinking 'bout When eyes are closed and lights are down Are you thinking 'bout what's underneath your sleeves? When I should be feeling pretty But here's what's underneath My body's tired My soul is out of breath, there's nothing left just a liar My skin is nothing but a canvas when I can't get no higher My secrets pull me down, amplify the sound like a choir I'll tell you my secrets (secrets) If you tell me yours (if you tell me yours) Nobody believes us (believes us) No, not anymore (not anymore) 'Cause I should be feeling pretty But I only feel alone Got tons of people with me They're only on my phone So tell me what you're thinking 'bout When your eyes are closed and lights are down Are you thinking 'bout what's underneath sleeves? When I should be feeling pretty But here's what's underneath Yeah, I smoke, and then I can't get down I'm six feet off the ground I feel a lot when I'm not feeling And I know I'll probably let you down But smile upside down Hey, look, I'm almost at the ceiling Guess I should be feeling pretty But I only feel alone Everybody thinks they know me But I know they really don't