Sugar & Diesel

(I'm not afraid of anything) Who said this was supposed to be easy? Silence, I hear my heart beating You make it look so easy Forbidden fruit, want to reach for it Squeeze the juice out and bleed it Break the skin up and peel it I'm someone else around people (Please don't make me do something evil) Lick my lips and eat it We don't mix together, sugar and diesel More, more, gotta have it No more, I can't handle it No one gets to heaven Uh-oh, that's embarrassing Oops, no, something happened Someone please call an ambulance No more, gotta have it No more, I can't handle it What's this feeling, what do I call it? I can't stop thinking, I don't talk about it Sometimes I don't look where I'm walking God play tricks on me and I fall for it Guess I'm sorry, it's my fault I could have stopped whenever I wanted Take what you want, I don't want this A part of me became toxic Got to get a grip, got to stop it Got to breathe poisonous oxygen I can't eat, but it's nothing Can't go to sleep, but it's nothing Always something, but it's nothing Out of nowhere, into nothing I can't stop it, it's compulsive Someone do something I brought the bag out like it's nothing Out of nowhere, into nothing (new) Don't tell anyone Keep my mouth shut or I spill out my guts Oh, pretty please with sugar on top I can stop whenever I want More, more, got to have it No more, I can't handle it No one gets to heaven Uh-oh, that's embarrassing Oops, no, something happened Someone please call an ambulance No more, got to have it No more, I can't handle it Can't have it No more, can't handle it No, no, can't have it No more, can't handle it No, no, can't have it No more, I can't handle it I'm not afraid of anything (No more, I can't handle it)