Black Clouds

(Go Grizzly) I'm in the studio, bruh, but I'ma hit you in a lil' second Alright Alright, bruh (Winners Circle) They say a man not supposed to cry Tell me why these tears keep fallin' We die to live, but we live to die, I could feel my heartbeat often I live a breadwinner lifestyle, forever, I'ma keep on ballin' Told me it was over, it was lights out Tell me why my thoughts keep callin', ooh Feelin' like my city want me dead My mama say I got a black cloud over my head No surrender, no retreat, that's how we play it I promise you, I won't back down until I'm dead Where the love at? Fell in love, they don't love back (Damn) Sadly mistaken, guess it never was that Thought we had the same dream back when we was rug rats In a grudge match over somethin' petty, what was that? I deleted old things, I changed my contacts Praying every night and day this pain don't come back Back when we was in the game, stacked change off drug packs Swerving lane to lane, sipped drank with gun strapped That switch a bitch, that cross a motherfucker Weather every storm that's coming, all I know is hustle Emotional turmoil had my heart in trouble Relationships got burned from, but I forever love 'em That's a misconception Being able to show vulnerability is what makes you strong Ooh, ooh, ooh Love is a battlefield, willing to kill for yours How do you heal from scars when you not built for war? They say a man not supposed to cry Tell me why these tears keep fallin' We die to live, but we live to die, I could feel my heartbeat often I live a breadwinner lifestyle, forever, I'ma keep on ballin' Told me it was over, it was lights out Tell me why my thoughts keep callin', ooh Feel like my city want me dead My mama say I got a black cloud over my head No surrender, no retreat, that's how we play it I promise I won't never back down until I'm dead Where the love at? Fell in love, they don't love back Used to pull your hair from the back, give you love taps We was upstairs on the carpet with no rugs there Diamonds glistenin', gettin' it in the mirror, know you love that Now tell me again (Yeah, breadwinner lifestyle) Can we be lovers and friends? (I'm to the ceiling with it right now) Lovers and friends, could we be lovers and friends? All my feelings been conflicted, I'ma take it as a loss Sometimes I don't wanna see you, ain't no thoughts of you at all I don't go look at your pictures, act like we was not involved I got a bitch from Michoacán and I got Mexico involved I got bricks of that perico, I'm a Puerto Rico don Stacked the lion's mane and niacin and then went took a walk Couple sets of calisthenics, then I finish with a jog Clique up with my engineer and then check in, I'm on the job I'm starting to not believe, God, please answer my prayers Take what little heart I have, it don't need to be repaired I don't wanna love nobody, I don't wanna love nobody I don't wanna love nobody, I don't wanna love nobody They say a man not supposed to cry Tell me why these tears keep fallin' We die to live, but we live to die, I could feel my heartbeat often I live a breadwinner lifestyle, forever, I'ma keep on ballin' Told me it was over, it was lights out Tell me why my thoughts keep callin', ooh