Blue

I just try to, try to understand why life makes us feel blue 'Cause I do Day by day, few moments of real happiness come to me through Shades of blue Bad days Giving up on that mad blaze Giving up in that haze, uh-oh Trying to understand my life Every day so mental, need to settle, need to breathe I could use a pen to ease the demons I live with I could use a hand to please me, even though I did, baby Even though I did Dreams get heavy when you age, I'm on the line Where you feel you're on the edge, but you got time Am I fine? I'm a mess, still a babe at 26 With no money, no success Stop with the stress I just try to, try to understand why life makes us feel blue 'Cause I do Day by day, few moments of real happiness come to me through Shades of blue Blue color is so subtle My feels are puzzle But I'd rather see in double Than seeing one only trouble Bad days Giving up on that mad blaze Giving up in that haze, uh-oh Trying to understand my life I don't wanna stay, but don't wanna lose everything that I built I'm scared today, yeah, I'm scared to choose, 'cause I'll fuck it up with my guilt I don't live, I wait, I don't sing, I bait, I don't, I don't know Don't run though, I'm late, hesi-hesitate as they go You're no baby, but you feel new to this place (uh-oh) Filled with people seeing you starting the race "Fall on knees, put a poker face" (poker face) "Crawl until you wheeze, 'til you win the chase" (uh-oh) I just try to, try to understand why life makes us feel blue 'Cause I do Day by day, few moments of real happiness come to me through Shades of blue, baby Baby, baby Baby, baby Blue, blue, blue, blue, blue, blue, blue Oh-ooh, blue, blue, blue