Oceans & Engines

Saturday sunset We're lying on my bed with five hours to go Fingers entwined and so were our minds Cryin', "I don't want you to go" You wiped away your tears But not fears under the still and clear indigo You said, "Baby, don't cry, we'll be fine You're the one thing I swear I can't outgrow" My mother said the younger me was a pretending prodigy Well, nothing then, much has changed 'Cause while you're wolfin' down liquor My soul, it gets sicker But I'm stickin' to the screenplay Gotta say I'm okay, but answer this, babe How is it now that somehow you're a strangеr? You were mine just yеsterday I pray the block in my airway dissipates And instead deters your airplane's way But heaven denied Destiny decried Something beautiful died Too soon But I'm letting go I'm givin' up the ghost But don't get me wrong I'll always love you, that's why I wrote you this very last song I guess this is where we say goodbye I know I'll be alright Someday I'll be fine But just not tonight (ooh) Plungin' into all kinds of diversions Like blush wine and sonorous soirées But even with gin and surgin' adrenaline I see you're all that can intoxicate Oceans and engines You're skilled at infringin' on great love affairs 'Cause now my heart's home All I've known is long gone and ten thousand miles away And I'm not okay But I'm letting go I'm giving up the ghost But don't get me wrong I'll always love you, that's why I wrote you this very last song I guess this is where we say goodbye I know I'll be alright But just not Tonight was the first time I stared into seas Of beguiling sepia two years ago And the first time I learned real world superpowers lived in three words They revitalize my fraying bones, oh Now what do you do when your pillar crumbled down You've lost all solid ground Both dreams and demons drowned And this void's all you've found And doubts light it aglow? I have so many questions But I'm pouring them into the ocean And I'm starting up my engine And I'm letting go I'm givin' up your ghost It's come to a close I marked the end with this last song I wrote I'm letting go This is the last falsetto I'll ever sing to you My great lost love