I was walking down roads, beneath a rains cloud

They was telling me that it showed, all on my face but

One day, one day, when I was careless

My feeling caught me off guard again

It’s all bad, in my head, I feel I’ll fall back

Always feel this dread, deep in my heart

But it’s okay, if I’m not dead, I can keep going

What I say to myself but instead

I start to

Panicking so frantic

My mind can’t handle the stress on my hand

I feel so manic, I cannot handle

I can’t seem to manage a grip on my head

I feel it raining down on my mental

I’m into deep, body filled up with dread

I know it’s harmless but I cannot help it, I’m helpless, I feel I might as well just be dead

Oh please let me be calm this one time, I don’t wanna bleed my thoughts out again

Please don’t overthink things just this one time, can you lemme pretend

Let’s jump off of the bridge, blow our brains out

Baby this is the end, no turning back now

I don’t wanna be stuck in my head no

Let’s just call it the end (this is the end)

Let’s jump off of the bridge, blow our brains out

Baby this is the end, no turning back now

I don’t wanna be stuck in my head no

Let’s just call it the end (this is the end)

When I’m feeling every single heart beat, pounding in my chest until it explodes

The clock is ticking up til eternity, drowning in sweat, my heartbeat just goes

I don’t want to stay here no longer, I feel like a stranger standing in my skin

With that blood soaked feeling, piercing through my armor, knees getting weak, my hands is feeling thin

Too often, I’m left too cautious, feel my energy gone, and I’m lost and anxious once again

Do it all at the cost of feeling like a thousand knives piercing every part, my sanity I said

Oh please let me be calm this one time, I don’t wanna bleed my thoughts out again

Please don’t overthink things just this one time, can you lemme pretend

Let’s jump off of the bridge, blow our brains out

Baby this is the end, no turning back now

I don’t wanna be stuck in my head no

Let’s just call it the end (this is the end)

Let’s jump off of the bridge, blow our brains out

Baby this is the end, no turning back now

I don’t wanna be stuck in my head no

Let’s just call it the end (this is the end)

Let’s not jump off the bridge now, let’s talk about the problems between you and me

Let’s be honest, this is all that we need, you can talk now, this is our therapy