I Cannot H8 U

I don't know how long it's been Since we wasted time together Called to see if you were fine When I know we both remember I'm full of bad decisions I make 'em all the time You left me with your riddance Holdin' on to your goodbye It hits me all the sudden That's the way the night goes Replaying my mistakes Like they have their own slideshow I try to list the reasons I should forget you But I cannot hate you I cannot hate you And I do the most To try and replace you But it's gettin' old And no I can't erase you So I stay at home Cause if I can't be with you Then I'll be alone It's like you died I'm dead inside I hold you tight Staring at the nightstand Wish I'd never lie I don't know why I never did you right there But I'm still your hype man How can a person make you Love yourself and hate yourself At the same damn time Same damn time no How can a person make you Find yourself, turn to something else And break your mind Break your mind no All this time Had to color me jaded The memories call They get so frustrated All this time Had my head on the pavement Just telling myself to get over your vacance It hits me all the sudden That's the way the night goes Replaying my mistakes Like they have their own slideshow I try to list the reasons I should forget you But I cannot hate you I cannot hate you And I do the most To try and replace you But it's gettin' old And no I can't erase you So I stay at home Cause if I can't be with you Then I'll be alone It's like you died I'm dead inside I hold you tight Staring at the nightstand Wish I'd never lie I don't know why I never did you right there But I'm still your hype man