Best For You

I could be a recovering dope addict I could be recovering from a stroke at an intensive care unit I just mean it could be worse I could get submersed in some toxic competitions Being competitive is what convinced me to admit it Sometimes I've contemplated if I need to be admitted If someone asked me to then I'd probably have did it Ever since a kid I've been committed It lead me to myself, and I don't recognize where I'm sitting 30 something years and I still don't get it Why does everyone else seem so different? Why do I hate being by myself but need distance? And why is all this fucking anxiety so persistent? I made it where I'm at cause I'm consistent These other rappers couldn't rock a crowd if they were part of Limp Bizkit I'm crazy but I still handle my business Show respect get respect if you don't then it's different I walk around the block feeling lonely Next moment I'm The Rock on my "know your role, jabroni" I'm not certain but I think they'd call it manic First I'm Lil Yachty them I'm sinking Titanic When you see me in the bar wearing sandals That's when you know I'm doing more than I can handle I think I'm at my wits then I'm not I know if I don't manage this then I don't have a shot That's all mental health really is You gonna let it get you or just give all you can give? I don't recognize where I'm at Life's moving fast, think I like it like that Trying to make it back to the crib But I don't know why, I don't like where I live Sometimes your homes not the best place for you Cause thats the place that triggers the most stress for you You do the most for 'em but they do less for you Sometimes you gotta just do what's best for you And sometimes your homes not the best place for you Cause thats the place that triggers the most stress for you You do the most for 'em but they do less for you Sometimes you gotta just do what's best for you