ill (feat. Kenny Beats)

It rained on my birthday (It rained on my birthday)

Thanks for the text though

For a quick second, it

Really let me forget, no (Let me forget, no)

But when I came back down

Oh, it felt all wrong

Yeah, it was still raining, and (Still raining)

And you were still long gone

I'm not happy, I still want you

'Cause I want you to be happy

There's a part of me I hate, that hopes that maybe you still want me

Am I just a shitty human or are humans all just shitty?

I don't know, know

Oh, I get physically ill

When I think about you getting physical with someone else

Fuck that

I guess it's your right to do so and it's my right to feel like shit

Oh-oh, oh-oh

I still think about you in the shower (In the shower)

Wash the shampoo out my hair (Hair)

Not too long ago I'd open up my eyes and you'd be standin' there (Right there), yeah

I still think about you in the shower (In the shower)

Used to help me wash my back (Back)

Now I sit and let the water hit me, wondering who's feelin' your hands

I'm not happy, I still want you

'Cause I want you to be happy

There's a part of me I hate, that hopes that maybe you still want me

Am I just a shitty human or are humans all just shitty?

I don't know, know

Oh, I get physically ill

When I think about you getting physical with someone else

Fuck that (Fuck that)

I guess it's your right to do so and it's my right to feel like shit

Oh-oh, oh-oh

Oh, oh-ooh-woah-oh

Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh

Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh

It's your right to do so and it's my right to feel like shit

Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh