Faded out

I don't wanna wake up lately The days are getting longer It feels just like I'm going through the motions And I don't know what's wrong with me I wanna try, I wanna care I wanna feel alive like I used to I wanna be someone, do something But it feels a little like sleepwalking I'm faded out I keep trying to stand, but I'm falling down I'm stuck inside a loop, why can't I shake it off? Is it not enough to wanna get better? I'm faded out And it's not getting better Give me something real to hold on to 'Cause I don't know what's real anymore I'm walking through the haze tryna find you The person that I was before I gave it all, but I found a hole That I didn't know was hiding Thought I knew who I was, looks like I was wrong And I've been out lost sleepwalking I'm faded out I keep trying to stand, but I'm falling down I'm stuck inside a loop, why can't I shake it off? Is it not enough to wanna get better? I'm faded out (lost myself, once again) And it's not getting better I wanna find some piece of mind I need a lifeline, please somebody, please somebody I can't seem to wake up Something's gotta give 'fore I give up I can't live like this I hate everything I feel 'cause I don't feel anything anymore And I don't know why I just wanna stop time to catch my breath I'm faded out (lost myself, once again) I keep trying to stand, but I'm falling down (falling down) I'm stuck inside a loop, why can't I shake it off? (Shake it off) Is it not enough (not enough) to wanna get better? I'm faded out (lost myself, once again) And it's not getting better!