Why Am I Like This?

I start blank, every canvas dry

Posting constantly, gathering my thread

I've been sketching something worthless

But I still need

Need is fabric, want is just a stitch

My favorite color is attention

I wear it daily

I take it where I can

What I needed

What I needed couldn't be found

(Couldn't be found anywhere)

What I needed

What I needed couldn't be found here

(Online)

Can we just go? (What I needed)

Can we just go?

Can we just go out? (Couldn't be found anywhere)

What I needed (At all)

What I needed couldn't be found here

(It was online)

Why am I like this?

Why am I like this?

Why? I don't know

Why am I?

Back on my bullshit

Painted me useless

I'm single and stupid

(Wah!) Count on the truth and

You'll lose it like Cupid

Swipe on a loose little putrid

Infused bit of puce sick

Sleep in a garden like Zeus did

(Go on wit it)

Turn the hourglass

(Go on wit it)

There's an out to cash

(Go on wit it)

Same as the last

Trade on the facts, strength in the past?

I got the numbers I put 'em on maps

Faking a flow on a low and I'm trapped

Over and under they know that I'm wack

And slow to the task

(Go! Go!)

What I needed

What I needed couldn't be found

(Couldn't be found anywhere)

What I needed

What I needed couldn't be found here

(Online)

Can we just go? (What I needed)

Can we just go?

Can we just go out? (Couldn't be found anywhere)

What I needed (At all)

What I needed couldn't be found here

(It was online)

I am not free

Now where will I click?