up to me - live from The Forum

I think I'm fallin' in love with this new girl

She's got a nice place west of the 405

But I miss gettin' drunk with you from a paper bag

Sometimes we drive up the coast on the weekends

And party with her cool friends at the Chateau Marmont

But I miss goin' nowhere with you up and down Fairfax

What hurts the most is just how close we got to

To the life we dreamed, now I'm doin' everything without you

If it was up to me, I'd be with you every night

If it was up to me, I'd let you win every fight

If it was up to me, you would still, still be mine

But it wasn't up to me, up to me

I got my first check, you always said I'd make it

Have you heard they're playin' LANY on the radio?

Wish you were with me celebratin' out in Malibu

I'm not sayin' that my girl's not amazin'

I keep lookin' for a problem but there's nothin' wrong

The only problem is I can't turn her into you

If it was up to me, I'd be with you every night

If it was up to me, I'd let you win every fight

If it was up to me, you would still, still be mine

But it wasn't up to me, up to me

If it was up to me, ink your name on my arm

If it was up to me, closin' down that corner bar

If it was up to me, you wouldn't have broke my heart

But it wasn't up to me, up to me

If it was up to me

If it was up to me

If it was up to me, up to me

If it was up to me, I'd be with you every night

If it was up to me, I'd let you win every fight

If it was up to me, you would still, still be mine

But it wasn't up to me, up to me

If it was up to me, ink your name on my arm

If it was up to me, closin' down that corner bar

If it was up to me, you wouldn't have broke my heart

But it wasn't up to me, up to me