Christmas, Hopefully

Morning breaks

It's a sobering take

But I'm here and you are not again

This time of year I usually lean on my closest friends

Secretly hoping that you'll be coming back here

I don't mind

I don't care

I don't need your love

And no maybe I never did

I am strong

I belong

To this world

And if I cannot belong to anyone

Then i'll confide in the quiet winter light gathering

I hope you find

Some peace of mind

This Christmas, Hopefully

It was Christmas night

Back in '99

You went out. No one knew where you went

I've spent my whole damn life trying to find you

I don't mind

I don't care

I don't need your love

And no maybe I never did

I am strong

I belong

To this world

And if I cannot belong to anyone

Then i'll confide in the quiet winter light gathering

I hope you find

Some peace of mind

This Christmas, hopefully

I do mind

I do care

I still need your love

The truth is that I always will

I'm not strong

But I belong

To this world and if I cannot belong to anyone

Then I'll confide in this quiet winter light gathering.

Hoping to find

Some peace of mind

This Christmas, hopefully